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i still dunno what *he wants Oh sigh. today's like wed. guess what. it's the first time in prolly 4 months he's not replied a single msg in a whole day. i mean, other than the fact that i only smsed him once today, but i mean come on la. you didnt bother, so i actually took the trouble to sms you and you dont reply. so what's the reason? i do not know. actually come to think of it, he's been studying. so maybe he's studying today. the poor chap. i hope he doesnt spend too much time studying. hahas. i realise i really care a lot for him.. more than yx sia. i mena last time when i liked yx. i didnt really go crazy over him nia. but i'm crazy over this one now. this special *him* is so so special. i dunno why.. ha. he gives me a special feeling. is it due to the fact that he's from sajc? i dunno. he's gentlemanly when i go out with him. i like that. last time when i went out with church guys, they nv ever were gentlemanly. mind you, NEVER. can you believe that? church guys are so insensitive ya know. they dunno how to be GUYS. darn. freaking tired lately. due to work and all. and now my family's gonig thru a hard time. not that i dont care. i'm cracking my brains to think of ways to help out. may have to go back to wirk again. like ban gong ban du. ha. wells. i wish i can see *him. i wish i can go to the ndp with *him. that idiot. why the hell did he* tell me that he got the two NDP tickets if he wasnt gonna ask me to go with *him? i really wanna. i'd really wanna go and see fireworks for one, but it'll be even better if i'm sitting next to *him!!!!! hahas. i feel as if i'm dreaming. i am. cos *he hasnt asked me to go with *him. am still wondering what was the purpose of *him telling me that *he had the tickets. tell me if you know, somebody? sigH. am still upset.. |
